hi! i'm really excited to start working on things again. it's been a long time since i have really done something that i'm proud of. there's a comfort in complacency and ignorance that i feel has subconsciously embedded itself within me. i can always look to complain about a lack of passion or interest in things, but there lies this submission to discipline that i believe can breed enjoyment once again.

i have a lot of trouble with consistency and can never really find the right ways to foster success, so i'm not sure how long i can keep this up. but there are people around me that inspire me in ways they are probably unaware of. judging my own work has always been hard, but i think i have potential :)